Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Mind. Blown.

“The line between failure and success is so fine that we scarcely know when we pass it – it’s so fine that we are often on the line and we do not know it. How many times have we thrown up our hands at a time when with a little more effort, a little more patience, we would have achieved success?” - Elbert Hubbard

A friend posted this quotation earlier today, and I think it’s so fitting for this journey that most of us are on. We walk such a fine line every day, making decisions that are seemingly harmless, but could potentially have such an impact on our success (or failure). And what is a decision, anyway?  Merriam-Webster’s Dictionary describes it as follows:

De-ci-sion           noun \du-‘si-zhen\
: a choice that you make about something after thinking about it: the result of deciding.
: the ability to make choices quickly and confidently.

So how do we go about make a decision, particularly one that is informed and comes from a firm foundation of knowledge and experience? How do I know what food to choose if I've not done all my research into the subject? How do I know what the best, most effective exercise is for me without exploring all my options? Just saying something is “healthy” doesn't make it so.

So I’ll read.
I’ll explore.
I’ll open my mind.


I’ll educate myself on what it means to make a healthy, informed decision. Without the knowledge to make an informed decision, the fine line we are walking between success and failure gets a lot thinner.

I've realized that I need to attack my lifestyle the same way that I do my job – with research, education, and a commitment to excellence. Every other way to effect a change in my life is no longer an option.  
And I’ll share it all with you. 

Monday, April 28, 2014

She's Baaaa-ack!


Hi Folks! It’s been a long time since I’ve written – mostly because my previous weight experiment went dismally, horribly wrong. I was embarrassed and sad. Ashamed. I felt like I had failed myself and all of you who were readers. Typical to form, I sabotaged myself by out-of-control eating, and am now just as heavy as I was before.

You know what’s really great, though? There’s this little thing called GRACE. Through the GRACE of my higher power, I know that I have another chance. I’m not giving up anymore – I’m going to take this second, third, (twentieth) chance and run with it. Hell, it might take me the rest of my life to get this healthy living right – but I’m going to keep trying.


The new goal is simple. JUST TRY. And if I fail again, I’LL TRY AGAIN. You read it here first, folks. The skinny girl inside is BAAAA-ACK… and she’s SCREAMING.